Karma

I’m tired of being taken for granted. Don’t get me wrong, I love helping people out, I’m a strong person but I need support sometimes too. For once I wished that someone was there to care about me the way I care about everyone that is important in my life. I smile, I’m bubbly, I try to stay positive and help people with their problems…but does anyone ever stop to ask how I’m doing? Behind my smile is everything that you’ll never understand. Yes, I get that not everyone’s a mind reader…but it is it that hard to ask how someone is doing once in a while? I’m tired of being a giver while everyone else is a taker. I admit I’m very independent but I need to be cared for too. I feel like I’m surrounded by so many people, but I’m still so alone. The autumn leaves don’t move without the help of someone guiding them or the wind pushing them on a certain course. Just like an autumn leave, I need to be supported and helped. I love being always being there for people, but I need comfort in return too.